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Wabi​-​Sabi

by The Grow Ops

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1.
Waste Basket 05:00
All alone No one's home Bag of bones Just staring at the skin that I've shed I'm on the brink Need a drink Now I'm sinking Into the abyss of my head So long oh conscience and hello hangover It's such a shame Can't explain Life's a pain When you finally come to see that it's a dead-end road Caught in a whirlwind of petulance And adolescent adrenaline Then I blink and It's over again An out of place Mental case Getting wasted Stumbling off my rocker again I'm acting out Just about Blacking out now With a little help from my friends I probably won't remember tomorrow What's the plan Be a man These demands Make me want to revert to a childlike state Nothing to invest my memory in Only an incidental expense Then I blink and It's over again What a mess Must confess My best guess is Someone's playing games with my mind Could it be Possibly Only me That's looking where there's nothing to find So much for happiness as an outcome Now I'm twisted And pissed I insist that Things are only going downhill from here Completely void of all common sense Dropping my final line of defense Now i'm thinking... ...Ugh
2.
Can you hear my whisper Coming from the unknown Does your mind show you futures of what you seek Or does it plague you with nightmares Every night as you sleep Restless mind fixated on changing what you've foreseen I am with you Even if you can't see me Calling out your name through the ether that lies in between I'm the puppet master Always manipulating strings To bend your will to a place of hate and suffering Darkness becomes a shroud And you wear it well Construct a crimson blade And exist in a private hell I've made just for you It's all for you Embrace the path you've chose and do just what I tell you to Fuck
3.
Slowpoke 01:51
Has-been with his head in a spin This state that he's in Has got him all tangled up Time flies and she can't compromise This feeling inside Is just another excuse to give up There's no need to accuse or blow up You're just acting obtuse so shut up All my words are misused How could things have turned around so much? Erase memories of her face The time and the place That left you all tangled up His head aches as he thinks through mistake The point where he breaks Will do its best to get him to give up And that's no way for a kid to end up When you've been given more than enough This time you've got no excuse And I'm surprised that she's not sick of you I wonder Where things might go Probably nowhere At a pace too slow
4.
Mulligan 03:15
Why do I keep sitting here waiting for something What should I be doing with my Time flies when you know you're in the throws fucking up So I kneel and then I throw up And down another cup No time for getting off Today Why do I keep searching and searching for nothing Where do I go to find my Way back to needing something real I've put them through enough They do their best to hold me up And my excuses aren't enough These days I'm still stuck hesitating Can't stand sitting here waiting When I don't even know what I'm waiting for Honestly So what if I'm agitated This shit gets too frustrating Second chances are never enhancing me Where the hell is the plane that I need to be boarding It's time to have the time of my Life passes fast while you're busy with nothing I've gotta sink if I can't swim The sunlight is getting in And I think it's time to begin Today I'm still stuck hesitating Can't stand sitting here waiting When I don't even know what I'm waiting for Honestly So what if I'm agitated This shit gets too frustrating Second chances are never enhancing me
5.
Acronym 03:26
Can we reset from where we started Sense has all but been discarded As if the world just bottomed out (Did you notice) Perpetuating life long doubt (And you know this) Forget the truth the world is changing And all integrity is waning What's the point of pressing on (Is it worth it) No matter what it turns out wrong When you're down and feel lost in your life Immerse yourself in a false sense of pride It's easier to find the answers you like Instead of what might be actually right If no one matters then who chooses What the most valid excuse is We're only trying to understand (What's happening) Preparing for the big crash land (It's happening) When you're down and feel lost in your life Immerse yourself in a false sense of pride It's easier to find the answers you like Instead of what might be actually right
6.
I didn't do nothing wrong But I'm on the floor now How could it have come to this? They broke in and broke my bong I wish I could call my mom But she can't get me out of it And right now I'm hanging on They fucked me but I'll be ok Cause someday I'll be gone I know someday I'll be back home Recycled situations lead to normal outcomes What less should you expect? I would love to change my ways and make the most of all my days But it's hard to pay my debts And right now I'm hanging on I fucked up but I'll be ok Cause someday I'll be gone I know someday I'll be back home I know that someday I'll be gone I know when to keep moving on Recidivist We've been over this...
7.
Loathing 01:55
I hate your guts I think you suck You make me sick I want to puke and Everything you say is nuts and I hate your guts Stop trying to tell me you know better Because you've been around so long You've spent your years complaining Now everything is going wrong I hate your guts I think you suck You make me sick I want to puke and Everything you say is nuts and I hate your guts Stop trying to tell me you're a victim By acting so innocently You say you're done manipulating Well we'll have to wait and see I hate your guts And that's fucked
8.
Greener Days 02:18
You're mistaking me I'm not your enemy Don't make this out to be something it's not In actuality You're just a wannabe' Rewriting everything we've been taught I'm no self-righteous son of a bitch Pulling some half-assed bait and switch Sometimes it might be better to quit If you're not willing to mindlessly submit Stop assessing me Start thinking logically Maybe work harder and fixing yourself Responsibility Not necessarily I'm getting sick of your words in my mouth Now what exactly do you want me to say Should I just admit to acting this way Maybe I'll be forgiven someday Ah hell well what's the point anyway
9.
Keeping On 03:39
Can't help feeling like drinking all the time What am I doing I habitually run across the line What am I thinking A bottle of whiskey is in my iron sites Where is this going God grant me safe passage for the night Where am I at right now I can't give up No I'll never give up Can't help feeling like thinking all the time Where is this going Lying to people and saying that I'm fine Who am I fooling A better life is in my iron sites It's time to get started Making peace so I can feel alright Before I'm dearly departed Cause I can't give up No I'll never give up I'll just keep on keeping on
10.
Dubspree 04:13
I've been sitting here waiting for someone to pull me out of this funk That she has put me in from too much TV and not enough melatonin I've been out of town but not around anyway no success was found Enemies frequently reminding me what I'm missing I've been smoking all morning And I've been high all afternoon Smoked a fat one this morning And now I don't want to go Have we given up If you ask me Have we given up Slackspree Tell me something that I don't know tell me something relevant Give me the confidence I need to do the things I can't So I can find some freedom So I can find a better way Or maybe I'll sit here alone and waste my time for another day Haven't smiled since this morning And I've been down all afternoon Haven't smoked since this morning And I just wanna get stoned Have we given up If you ask me Have we given up If you ask me Slackspree!

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released February 8, 2020

Recorded and produced by Joey, AC, and Kyle of The Grow Ops
At the Hot Box in Hanover Park IL in 2019
Mixed by Ryan Interrante
Mastered by Colin Fox

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The Grow Ops St. Charles, Illinois

Four suburban losers just lookin to have a good time.

Joey:
Vocals/Guitar

Kyle:
Vocals/Bass

AC:
Vocals/Guitar

Drew:
Drums
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